Just a Tuesday
So I realized I haven't blogged in forever and not that anyone really reads this these days but I need to find something to fill my time other than being completely engrossed in the blogs of others. Which I have found some that simply amaze and astonish me. The abilities of some folks have out there for writing is jaw dropping.
Life is going, I feel as though I am battling against the "how's wedding planning going?" almost daily. Where would wedding planning go? The date, location, time and people are the same; I am just waiting for the time to go by. I find it goes one day at a time, but for those folks out there that continue to ask about the planning have a way to make it go by faster please let me know and I would be very happy to try out your technique. To all those wondering "how is your wedding planning going?" my response is "so very awesome, thank you for asking".
Still playing at getting an education. That is going as slow as the above mentioned wedding planning. I am burnt out and have come to the point where I just don't care anymore. I know I have passed the age, reasoning and abilities to marry for money because the rich older folk of the world have figured us out and it is no longer an option, additionally who really wants the 28 year old model when the 18 year old model takes less maintenance and has less city miles? Not that I saying that I am your classic American made beater model but the years and wear and tear are starting to show. I would like to say in the Kelly blue book of "female models" I would still be in the "good" condition but the scars, bumps, baggage has clearly taken me out of the "excellent" rankings. To that I shrug and treasure the scars that are here to say and wave my heart at marrying for love. YAY love. In all reality I do feel very blessed that I have met my dearest Lance he is all that I could have ever wanted for myself and more. I could go on for days bragging on the boy but really see paragraph one, no one really reads these things and I know he has heard all my niceties to the point of gagging.
School.......I was on point some where. I endured the 2+ hour enrollment at good old forsyth today and was able to wedge my way into college algebra, yes again. I/Lance was hoping I could get into another online physiology course but that road was closed so I will be taking on one course this semester which probably puts my attempts of graduation anywhere in the next three years further back. Yes I do believe that Gina's child will be starting middle school before I can officially say that I am done with school. But this is the price we pay for wanting more for ourselves right?
Excitement in my life?? TONS. Okay maybe not tons, I do feel as though the world is spinning faster these days than in day past. I know that I find myself on the couch watching random programming wishing I would do more "things" with my time only to talk myself into staying statuesque on the furniture. But then I wonder how did I do all the things I did before? I want to work out, read more, play with the sewing machine but just find myself trapped in this lazy double universe of blah, Dr. who flashbacks enter and still I am sitting on the couch feeling detached from the world and all those that happen to be in it. I shrug my shoulders as I type and try to attempt to plan this evenings events out in my head only to come up with . . . House is on at 9pm yippy! So there goes planning for me.
Camping Trip 2007 is coming up in less than 10 days, and boy am I looking forward to that. I will share pictures once I get them loaded. 3 days in Georgia with the hashers again and as hard as it is to explain to folks it really is a wonderful time. Memories from this trip are stored in that special space in my brain so that they are not crowded with random BIO/CHEM facts that I can't seem to let go of, remember last year when...oh and how I laugh to myself.
Well I guess that is about all I have on playing catch up for now. I will try to write more often seeing that work has booted me out of myspace and my creative jealous juices need to flow freely some where.
Have an amazing Tuesday and I look writing for you again in the very near future.
Life is going, I feel as though I am battling against the "how's wedding planning going?" almost daily. Where would wedding planning go? The date, location, time and people are the same; I am just waiting for the time to go by. I find it goes one day at a time, but for those folks out there that continue to ask about the planning have a way to make it go by faster please let me know and I would be very happy to try out your technique. To all those wondering "how is your wedding planning going?" my response is "so very awesome, thank you for asking".
Still playing at getting an education. That is going as slow as the above mentioned wedding planning. I am burnt out and have come to the point where I just don't care anymore. I know I have passed the age, reasoning and abilities to marry for money because the rich older folk of the world have figured us out and it is no longer an option, additionally who really wants the 28 year old model when the 18 year old model takes less maintenance and has less city miles? Not that I saying that I am your classic American made beater model but the years and wear and tear are starting to show. I would like to say in the Kelly blue book of "female models" I would still be in the "good" condition but the scars, bumps, baggage has clearly taken me out of the "excellent" rankings. To that I shrug and treasure the scars that are here to say and wave my heart at marrying for love. YAY love. In all reality I do feel very blessed that I have met my dearest Lance he is all that I could have ever wanted for myself and more. I could go on for days bragging on the boy but really see paragraph one, no one really reads these things and I know he has heard all my niceties to the point of gagging.
School.......I was on point some where. I endured the 2+ hour enrollment at good old forsyth today and was able to wedge my way into college algebra, yes again. I/Lance was hoping I could get into another online physiology course but that road was closed so I will be taking on one course this semester which probably puts my attempts of graduation anywhere in the next three years further back. Yes I do believe that Gina's child will be starting middle school before I can officially say that I am done with school. But this is the price we pay for wanting more for ourselves right?
Excitement in my life?? TONS. Okay maybe not tons, I do feel as though the world is spinning faster these days than in day past. I know that I find myself on the couch watching random programming wishing I would do more "things" with my time only to talk myself into staying statuesque on the furniture. But then I wonder how did I do all the things I did before? I want to work out, read more, play with the sewing machine but just find myself trapped in this lazy double universe of blah, Dr. who flashbacks enter and still I am sitting on the couch feeling detached from the world and all those that happen to be in it. I shrug my shoulders as I type and try to attempt to plan this evenings events out in my head only to come up with . . . House is on at 9pm yippy! So there goes planning for me.
Camping Trip 2007 is coming up in less than 10 days, and boy am I looking forward to that. I will share pictures once I get them loaded. 3 days in Georgia with the hashers again and as hard as it is to explain to folks it really is a wonderful time. Memories from this trip are stored in that special space in my brain so that they are not crowded with random BIO/CHEM facts that I can't seem to let go of, remember last year when...oh and how I laugh to myself.
Well I guess that is about all I have on playing catch up for now. I will try to write more often seeing that work has booted me out of myspace and my creative jealous juices need to flow freely some where.
Have an amazing Tuesday and I look writing for you again in the very near future.
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