Just another June

Seems June is flying by much quicker than I thought possible. It is already the 14th of the month and it seems like it was just April. Life has been hectic I feel like if I forget to tell myself to breath I may just slip away from reality.
I ponder where my life is going. I had an amazing vacation in the end of May with my sister, whom I hadn’t seen since Christmas. We only live 8 hours apart but I feel we are a life time away from each other, the bubble that is her life is consumed with her job and children, whom I dearly miss watching grow into little adults, and if there wasn’t Myspace I would have no clue what was going on in her life. I miss her, I miss the conversations about nothing the talk of out drinking one another the random moments that only last seconds but leave lasting impressions. I wonder what I could do to be more in her life and find myself wanting to know what more I can do to be more in my own.
Spread thin seems to be a life choice and no longer a state of mind. I want more from life but don’t think I could even find the time to give it to myself. Love, laugh, live, if it was only that simple. I think there are more clichés that could describe it all but what is the worth in repeating words that have already been said a million and one times over. So I day dream the day away and wish for the years that are to come once I complete this stage of life.